looonggg time ago.

It’s been donkey months, but don’t worry people, I’m not dead yet. School and FYP didn’t successfully make me jump off down any building yet. Infact, I’m still surviving quite well and I’m 90% done with my FYP ( time to shake leg in lab) and about 8 more academic weeks to the end of my tertiary education.

FYP assessment was quite a breeze (yeah, i know i talked about it on the previous post. now this is the 2nd assessment) and cool, this time round there’s self and peer evalutation. Time to do some backstabbing and self praise. Well, for all I know I might be the one being backstab at. Back to the presentation, at least, I did manage to understand my C codes and explained it in clear details which brings in a contradiction because I have clearly no idea what my embedded system module is all about (it is also in C code). I’m going to be so screwed for the test next week. FML.

Going through this period of time where I have 8 academic weeks left before I graduate also makes me think what I want to do in the future, many have heard my choice of being a flight engineer. But then I’m also thinking whether I should give a gamble for OCS cause you only live once (Well, I’m always contemplating between choices).It’s not that I’m fickle minded about my career but rather, you want the best for yourself and the people around you. After all, I’m still joining the force anyway so I’m not exactly fickle minded in a sense. But the question remains, how far can you go when you’re NOT a scholar. Ancient Generals aren’t that book smart, but they are able to make split seconds decision and convinced people of their decision, they don’t go to battles carrying writing pad and calculators and start to do equations on how the war is going to be fought.

To lead, to excel, to overcome. Let’s just start from the back for me to overcome myself and then to lead and excel.

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